20 November 2010

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANIVERSARY
to dear dear
due to my illness
turns out all the plan we made were screwed
no more hortpark walking
no more pizza hut
no more watching movie

but end up we ate lunch at my house with my sister
watched home movie with my siblings
watched a total of three show we rented

1] Leroy & Stitch
stitch is still so adorable as ever
and i didnt know stitch have so many cousins
which are as adorable as him
but today i know le

2] Land of the Lost
this movie is sort of like a movie
which mix both alien, dinosaur and primative together
the alien look a bit disgusting
but overall the movie quite enjoyable

3] Huendae
this movie is super nice
cried a few times cause was very sad
its about tsunami attack
and it really is touching

after that ate dinner at my house
and watched personal taste
i hope my dear dear love the present i gave him (:
thats all for today blog i guess
tomorrow work again
hope everything will be better

mc for 2 days
which is yesterday and today
cause got throat inflation
flu, head pain and giddiness
seen a doctor and took medicine
now feeling much better
been sleeping the whole day yesterday
but i guess i need that rest

yesterday was suppose to meet up
with darling, elisse and nic
so sorry i couldnt attend it
dun know after this when will be the next gathering
i hope the next time my illness dun fall
on such gatherings with friends ):

overall work seems fine
but still kinda a lot of things to do
okay shall not type much today
blog another time

i hate the fact that
things lost = me

very long didnt get to update
was quite busy recently
so to update my birthday
there are more people who wish me
i want to thank them here once again (:

(via facebook in sequence)
- pei xuan
- subaa
- chia wee
- selwyn ebenezer
- athar

and the people who gave me present (not in sequence)
- my brother





- jermaine darling and alex



- wan ting darling, maggie ai ren and nicolette







- durges and alvin









- randell







- chan lin



i also want to thank those who make it for the dinner
on the 21 October 2010 (belated birthday dinner)
(in seat sequence)
- maggie bf
- chanlin
- maggie
- ah zhang
- nicolette
- yew choong
- wan ting (for the cheese cake too) (:
- dear dear
- elisse
- ming xuan
- darren
- randell
- james

HAPPY DEPAVALI TO EVERYONE on 5 November 2010
suddenly when this day come
i miss the days in secondary school
whereby i once celebrate depavali
with all my close friends at subaa house
i miss those gatherings
it just like it happened only yesterday
i miss everyone ):

mummy and sis went to star cruise on this day too
was kinda lonely at home
but it wasnt that bad because
at least my dad and bro kept me accompany
played monopoly deal and watch teevee

on 6 November 2010
was suppose to go for mentoring
but it was cancelled at the end
was suppose to lunch with dear dear
but then he gave me a surprise
thanks dear dear
it was very nice and
it really cheer up my day (:



and i passed my driving test (on 16 October 2010)
till now had done a few driving outside
i hope if have time
can drive all my besties around (:

i guess that so far for now
i will try to update my post regulary
work wasnt bad but quite a lot to do
i hope everyone enjoy their work and stuffs
hope everyone stay cheerful and happy (:

today is 20/10/2010
at this day, at 20:10
i had a very nice birthday gift
i love the gift
and i hope to love it forever (:
thanks for the dinner and the cake too

i still want to thank a lot of people
thanks darling for wishing me
thanks nicolette for the surprise
thanks darren, edward, peisheng and qinrong
for the chocolate birthday cake
thanks buddy and boss and colleague for the
banana chocolate cake
thanks boss for the purse
thank jer darling and alex for the necklace

i also want to thanks the following people
who take the initiative to wish me happy birthday
(via sms in sequence)
- dennis
- athar nee nee
- kah beng
- gregory
- durges
- chan lin
- patrick
- satheesh
- jermaine & alex
- jiaxuan
- subaa
- andrea
- dickson
- auntie
- rig papa
- hong hui
- mr cheok

(via facebook in sequence)
- wei xiang
- kah beng
- chan lin
- hui xiang
- ian
- winnie
- ting ting
- christine
- li rong
- desmond
- yong wen
- ah piow auntie
- siew ling
- wei jian
- joyce
- criz
- puvan
- andrea
- bazli
- grace
- norman
- cicilia
- brice
- yuan man
- ronald
- jun yin
- kenny
- guan liang
- tai yi
- hong hui
- ah jian
- gregory
- dennis
- kathy
- jun hao
- jermaine
- raphael
- ming xuan
- lee inn
- aivina
- venky
- shahrill
- kai ling
- kwee ming
- iris
- puay ling
- gabriel
- siew chin
- alex
- yong quan
- NCC
- stalker
- hui ting
- joshua
- ah zhang
- yong kian
- wen jun
- roonie
- luqman
- xian rong
- edwin
- noh
- min min
- randel
- darren
- kar voon
- steffi
- pei sheng

thank you all so muuch .. with loves *muacks* (:

ahhhhh been so sick nowadays
so sick and tired
sis also sick too le
hope you faster recover
yesterday was like literally
lying on bed so shag
then tears keep dripping
cause of that stupid headache

haven been studying much these few days
i hope i really can pass the exams
but yet there are so many things on hand
i hate driving lessons
i hate driving tests
i hate school exams
i hate my love for sleeping
i hate my no motivation
i hate myself

why am i so weak to begin with
physically and mentally
why is it that i have to reject
due to me not feeling well
due to me haven study enough yet
and then get all the rubbish response
and then bear all the consequences

it sucks going out when you feeling so sick and tired
but it sucks even more when your friend dun trust you
there is nothing wrong with this friendship
it just that you always are so sensitive
it just that i always go out with you
and suddenly i dun so you feel weird
how do i have to put it so that you know
THERE IS FREAKING NOTHING WRONG WITH US
AND OUR FRIENDSHIP !!!

anyway just know that i love you as my darling
nothing changes so stop being so sensitive
doesnt mean there always have to be something wrong
i thought we been together for some time
i thought there should be trust between us
i thought you would understand me more than anyone
but why is it that it is turning the other way round

" the happiest people dun have the best of everything,
they make the best of everything they have "

a quote which i found on facebook
and realize it make me think alot
it quite true after thinking

people are just not happy
with what they have now
they compare and contrast
they fight for what they dun have
but then they are just comparing
within their own internal circle
have they tried comparing with africa
or some other poorer countries
where they have nothing at all

ya maybe i have most of the things
so im just trying to be sacastic
and blogging all these crap here
which is what some of you might think
but then why compare and contrast
it just hurts even more dun they
feeling so irritated by the comparison

bcomm solution selling
finally ended today at 1pm
when i walked out of the room
its like being able to breathe again
i almost killed myself in that room
because i didnt ask and shut up
but lucky managed to save it
definately is a close shave

then went to darling house
sorry darling for pissing you off
because i didnt reply your sms
but i really really didnt mean it
its coming from the bottom of my heart
gossip a lot with darling today
always got stuck at a question
and it all still leads to one thing

to love ):
or to be love (: